
i don’t know what possesses me in those moments
i’m not myself at all
my mind is blank
my chest’s boiling
hands and fingers aching
my mouth yells venom
words i had no idea existed in me
i destroy Them as i dig myself deeper into my misery
the storm ceases
doors slam shut
hearts shattered
tears filling the ground
i fall
the lights are back in my head
what have i done?
why did i say those things?
who am i?!
Regret comes rushing
i am Guilt’s home
it lives in the cells of all my organs
Rage is its best friend
it fuels off my blood
and lets its energy out through my mouth
and i am convinced i am not a slave nor a victim
because it is my fault
i cultivated an environment for those creatures
to make their homes in