when i woke up this morning, i remember right now, i was very conscious of what was happening in my mind and body. i was in a high realm the second i was aware of my consciousness until i opened my eyes and all those circuits of who and where i was clicked. that was the first thing i thought. the second was you. it wasn’t like yesterday. yesterday you were literally what reminded me of who i was. those two things were merged into one. and i didn’t really care much about who i was because you were there. in my mind. in my heart. in me. for the first time in so so long.