i rarely ever cry
and when i do,
it’s usually triggered
by little, trivial things.

but the true cause
is always a million lost battles
inside my head and heart
that i don’t allow myself
to believe and make real.

thus, when i fall, i crash.
when i cry, i pour.
when i scream, i rawr.
when i break, i destroy.
and when i laugh, i’m loud.