The Girl I Can’t Love

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i miss thinking about her
i miss having her leading my fantasies

she was so marvelously beautiful
her spirit felt so precious and ethereal to me

i forgot myself as i lost my mind in her body
i loved the whole world ’cause she existed in it

i didn’t really love her tho
i didn’t know her at all
i just knew her body

i knew it so well..
i could draw it with the air

i imagined it for hours
night after night
until i memorized all
its perfections

i looked at it for too long
but not a single flaw stood out

that body was inhumanly humanly perfect
only i didn’t risk knowing the mind
that lived in it
for i knew the heart that kept it alive
beat for someone else

that body belonged to someone else

and
i
wasn’t
allowed
to
touch
it

not
even
look
at
it

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