All I have become is
The hours I lay awake at night
The pieces of who I was; lost & astray
The hours I’m suffocating with nostalgia and despair
The constant flashing memories of you
The paranoia of losing someone else too

I have no idea what is happening to me
And I don’t know what to do

So please if you’re
                  up
                              there
                                                somewhere

      Watching me
                   Listening to me

                                                             Please help me
    Tell
                  me
             what
                                      to
                                        do
                                              .