I hate you so much, 6:31.
I am going to distract myself now.
I won’t notice you, 6:31.

I hate you so much, white.
I am going to close my eyes now.
I won’t see you, white.

I hate you so much, pain.
I am going to throw my heart away now.
I won’t feel you, pain.

I hate you so much, me.
I am going to run away now.
I won’t be you today, me.

{6:24 am, monday, bed}