I hate going to sleep. Every time I lay my head on my pillow, all I can see and think about is that morning; those suffocating white hospital walls; those curious unforgiving stares; those screams and cries; that white sheet over your face. STOP! JUST LET ME BREATH! LET ME SLEEP! WHY WONT MY LEGS STOP SHAKING?! WHY WONT MY HEAD STOP SCREAMING?! WHY CAN’T MY HEART SLOW DOWN?! just please.. i’m so exhausted. haunt me another time, just let me sleep tonight. the sun is about to rise and my eyes haven’t tasted the peacefulness of the darkness of sleep yet..